Saturday, December 13, 2008

Penyakit Lama

In a heartbeat I saw his face today. It was clear - VERY clear. At a second look it was one of the office guy, does not even come close to a resemblance. I blame it on our brief chatting last friday night. I don't know what else to say about this.

Peace & Save da World; xoxo

My First Day





Sigh...I have no comment about it.


Peace & Save da World; xoxo

Sunday, December 7, 2008

3 days; Gaji, Meeting, Pengait

02/12/2008 – 1110 (Tuesday)

I am bored, bukan plang nada keraja tapi malas ku kan buat msani. Ani bru 1112, lum ku breakfast and lama lgi kn lunch. Hmm….krg lunch ku sma spa ah? Yday dah ku nda lunch sal nada dgn ku. Msani lg karing sal gaji ku lum kuar. Today is 2nd November 2008, kuar kah nda hal ani ah. Tdi msa meeting sma big boz, ada hod dri finance jua. Ada dmentionnya sal ia nda tau dmna org bru ( maksudnya aku) kna posted wlaupun kna mention ku mlapor rah admin section. Iath klinya gaji ku lum kuar atu, lum during sain or prepare kli. Bah mun nda tau kna taruh dmna, dpt jua jua durang solve da problem with one phone call sja tu…direct tnya rah big boz or secretary nya. Ani nda, mesti kah aku lg turun kbwah n introduce myself? Cheh…pyah tu eh mun mcm atu. Bsar kli ah tmpat ani mun ku mesti introduce myself to every1, apa case plang dgn org atas2 atu, mesti th ku bknalan sma vvip atu jua? Logic nda kurapak ku ani? mental…mental… (stress bah sal lum kuar gaji, karing kli ah)

03/12/2008 – 0745 (Wednesday)

Yesterday ptg ada event rah dewan dbwah, ceramah mengenai ibadat qurban sempena hari raya aidiladha yg nda lg btah ani. Ia start around 1445 smpai 1615. Inda byk siap kraja ku kmarin a2. Ani krg kna bwa HOD meeting sma big bosses. Jadi tukang catit plang sja, bukan ikut discuss sma during eh. According to org lama meetingnya ani kdg smpai kul 1, almost 2pm lah baru slasai and NO BREAK in between. Fuyoo…byk susah ini mcm. Hmm, ingau jua ku apa kn dbuat krg ani. But I’m more concern about my tummy, tkut ku ia growling in the midst of meeting krg…lol. Iatah ku awal tdi jln dri rumah around 7am sal kn singgah rah burung pingai brkas mbli sdikit mknan. Now I’m typing this while eating popia and begedil. Mcm alum jua ku knyng tpi nda lg mau masuk mknan ani. Kn mkn ubat lg ni. Hmm….mkn pagi ani kh krg ptg ah? Dmlm aku mkn arnd 2000s prsan ku. Kira brapa jam dah tu?...11 hours, boleh lah tu. Baik jua mkn awal ani dri lupa krg. Mkn begedil lg sbiji sblum mkn ubat eh :P

04/12/2008 – 0754 (Thursday)

Lapar eh, yday awal ku mkn breakfast. Hmm…sapa krg dgn ku kbwah ah mbli mknan? I’m going to start dieting today. Pressure ku sal org cni ani mcm fitness freak fanatic enthusiast. Hence, I’m going to skip lunch, maybe mkn buah or sandwich sja...uwahahaha…da tots depressed me…kekeke. Bos ada dah sbalah dlm bliknya but ku msih lg buat kraja nda berfaedah ani. Mcm nada mood ku wah kn kraja. Durang big boz ada trip ni, tpi my boz nda ikut, cheh..spoil eh.
Yesterday, I got another vaccination shot lg, bek jua sbalah tgn sja, msih lg trsa skitnya smpai ani. That’s mean one more shot left for the vaccination. But need to draw blood two more times, one for the vaccination result and the other for my condition. Did I mention kah that my fitness test result the last time ada problem ckit. Pass plang ku overall, no fatal illness anytime soon. But something’s wrong with my blood. The blood level ok, blood-pressure ok but the hemoglobin size was small and the quantity low. Well, that’s what the doctor said at the time, she also mentioned that there is a possibility of me having a mild thelasmia. So need to do another blood-test. I remember that one of my friends has this condition that she had to have drips in order to get well. I had this result in early November.

I had an appointment last Saturday to get the result of my latest blood-test. It turns out that I’m not thalasmic after all just a problem with my iron carrier – I think..!?! Let’s just say that I have Iron-Deficiency. The doctor then prescribed me with 3 different medicines to tackle the problem. She’s going to review my condition again after 3 months so I have to get another blood-test for it. That’s mean I have 2 more blood-test and 2 more medical appointment and 1 more vaccination shot.
Ish, mcm panjang sja skli ani my blog, pukul 0818 dah, better start my day with REAL work 

04/12/2008 – 0959 (Thursday)

Just finish having breakfast with some of my colleagues. Macam-macm cerita kluar tadi and one of them is about Pengait. I never really give it much thought before. But this morning I found out that this pengait is actually a human not a ghost / spiritual entity. Imagine my surprise to hear this version of Pengait. According to the story-teller, Pengait actually a human that are being given a double-0 license i.e license to kill (like 007) According to the teller, the reason that this person hunt for a head is that according to the myth, a head (especially of a child) can make a high-story building to be stronger (applicable to a more than 10 stories building) According to this person also, in the past (way before I was born) the hunting was actually allowed by the authority. There are two people who became the Pengait, omputeh & i-ban. Seriously, at this point I was too shell-shocked that all I did was stare at that person with my mouth hanging open.

However, that was not the most shocking part. Here is the kicker – Pengait still exist in today’s time. I was like…WHAT?!?! Yes, she said again trying to convince me. According to her, nowadays Pengait was let ‘loose’ intentionally so they can hunt for heads. But they will eventually be captured again in the end. I don’t know how to respond to her, all I’m able to do was shake my head. To think that people believe in this kind of myth. Seriously, from now on every time I looked at a high-rise structure I will be thinking of this. Personally, I still think that all these stories were told to frightened kids or even youngsters. But for a grown-up to believe in this kind of thing is quite disconcerting. I guess it really up to the individual to distinguish what is real or not or should I say what is right or wrong - incase its true???


Peace & Save da World; xoxo