What were we thinking...?!

Finally, the internet problem at home is solve. It turns out the laptop wireless adapter card ada problem. Sikit lagi manggil orang telbru krumah. HAHAHA....da silly part, we didn't thought of testing the connection by using other laptop.

Peace & Save da World; xoxo

Randomness

I want baby.
I want a new hand-phone.
I want to eat nasi katok Abid - now.
I want to lose some weight especially around the waist.
I want a job, a real one that pays well.
I want a boipren.
I want a husband.
I want a life.
I want...satisfaction.

Basically, I want something that can makes me happy right now. But I don't know what exactly that I NEED. I'm ranting here. I don't know what I'm doing. All the lists above, don't know what it means. It just what I'm currently feeling...


Peace & Save da World and Avoid da Insanity; xoxo

Maternal Instinct

I don't know what get into me today but I've been experiencing 'maternal instinct'. In one of the 'episodes'; someone from the office mbwa anak nya tdi around lunch time because she's taking him to school afterwards. As they were climbing (is it the right adverb?) down the stairs, the mother let her son do it on his own. He was about 4-6 years old, I guess he's in private school.

Anyway, I was right behind him as he slowly tackles each step down the stair-well. One hand holding on to the railing and the other was holding out in to the air, maybe used to having his parents holding on to that hand. I was right behind the boy and his mother already reach the landing. At that moment, as he slowly plant each foot on each step, I couldn't help it from feeling 'maternal'. As I saw his other hand suspended in the air, it takes every last ounce of will-power to stop myself from holding on to that hand and assist him down the stair.

But I said to myself, he's a big boy now and his mother certainly not worry about him stumbling down. Maybe he is at the right age to learn to be independent. As I was busy with my own inner-dialogue, we (both me & the boy) reach the final step. And he jump from that final step onto the floor, as if he was celebrating his triumph in conquering the metal & stone 'mountain'. I can't help but smile. To find such pleasure in a simple act, only an innocent and care-free soul can still achieved that nowadays.


Peace & Save da World & Our own Inner child; xoxo

3 'events'

Hmm...went to work, finish most of the pressing matters, went home, then pick up my sister at her school, then eat at Ideal Gadong Properties, withdraw money, went to pick up my brother at home and straight to a tire shop, tire get fixed (punctured by nail), went home.

Now, I'm sitting in the living room facing the laptop. I just opened three mails i received today. Two for interviews and one for written test for the next two weeks. *Sigh... I'm grateful for the chances, although I'm a bit skeptical that I'm going to end up with one of them. But then again, nothing is impossible and everything is possible.

I hope I'm going to get at least one job offer after these interviews, AMIN! Susah jua ati ku mikirkan. Another thing that worries me is that what excuse am I going to use to get out of the office?... I'm still under probation term with my current job hence if I apply for a leave it will be unpaid leave...rugi meh.

I hope I can think of something by next week. In the mean time, it's time to do some research. Wish me luck peeps...


Peace & Save da World as well as the 'unemployed'; xoxo

Treasure Hunt

I'm not referring to the NBT treasure hunt here, but a hunt for a ripe MR. Thorn. Believe it or not I went to more than 10 shops yesterday looking for it. The hunt kick start at Supa Save Beribi but only two pieces of Mr Thorn available and both not in a 'well' condition.

Then I decided to stop by HH TB on the way back home, but none were ripe. So I drive to HH Sengkurong and same fate meets me there. Since SKH was nearby I give it a visit. NO Mr Thorn was in sight. So I asked my younger sister (who was unfortunate enough to get roped into the hunt but I reward her with a chocolate crepes and Koko Berry drink) to call my other sister where we can get Mr Thorn. Hence, our hunt leads to Kiulap area. First stop was HH follow by the Mall then Hotmart. Still no luck.

By this time i was beaten but not broken. My next attempt is HH yayasan. Again the result was the same. No RIPE Mr Thorn. Our next stop was Supa Save Mabohai. Guess what, NO RIPE MR THORN either!!

By this time my patient already runs thin. But I said to myself, what the heck, jauh2 sudah drive trus tah ke delima. I went HH Manggis, of course same result as well. Since I'm in that area, I give a visit to HH Delima and Teguh Raya. But no luck either. On the way back home I stopped at Soon Lee Batu Bersurat. And then we swing by HH Gadong.

As usual I stayed in the car as my sister dash inside. This time I receive a different news as she enter the car. There are 3 Mr Thorn inside. 2 were still a bit raw and 1 of them seems ripe enough. I quickly find a parking spot and try not to run going inside. However, my flaming hope were doused with cold water. As I inspect Mr Thorn, it turns out not all the 'golden flesh' were tender enough. I was disappointed.

My sister told me that "At least it is 'sort-of' ripe already"
So I said to my sister, "If I buy it now, sure it will fulfilled me but it wont satisfied me"

There are things in life that you cannot rush. Even though you try very hard finding it and crave for it so much, sometimes you just have to wait for a bit longer.



Peace & Save the world so we can enjoy their fruits; xoxo